I BOUGHT A FREAKING HOUSE TODAY ( Read more... )

Soooo, I bought this book: E-Squared Nine Do-It-Yourself Energy Experiments That Prove Your Thoughts Create Your Reality by Pam Grout. I really started understanding the energy that surrounds us and creates us a few years ago, when I learned about Reiki. It was pivotal in my spiritual enlightenment. The past year I've been learning more about your ( Read more... )

Sometimes I really think I might be emotionally unstable. As much as I like to delude myself into proclaiming how level-headed I am, this afternoon I had a brainwave where I realized that I'm actually creating drama for drama's sake, if only in my head.

The one thing Maclean and I have always had was sex. It's always been fun and good and ( Read more... )

Dessert didn't get home til around 4am on Friday night. Whatever man. At least he was smart enough to put himself to bed in the spare room. He hasn't had a night like that in awhile, so I guess he was allowed. I haven't gotten angry about his drinking in what seems like ages, however he has yet to hold up his end of the bargain by going and doing ( Read more... )

The wine was absolutely delicious. Yay for having a second bottle stored in the basement!   http://www.napacabs.com/Caduceus-2007-Nagual-De-La-Naga-California-Red-Wine-Maynard-James-Keenan-P7288.aspx

And my zen ( Read more... )

Today I got paid to garden in the sunshine. Not a bad gig ( Read more... )

Well at least I know one thing for sure: I absolutely would not want to date myself ( Read more... )

I still can't get a grip on life, or my head, or my heart. I really don't know what the hell my problem is. I've been back in Calgary for nearly two months now, which is blowing my mind. I still haven't unpacked. I still haven't done anything towards my nutrition business. I haven't done much of anything.

Except get crazier in the head. Things with ( Read more... )

I kind of lost it this afternoon. I don't even know what I lost, but it involved a mini freakout of frightening breadth and scope. I don't pull crap like this. Ever. I don't. Especially when it's totally out of nowhere and totally uncalled for. I completely felt like a crazy person. Thankfully I'm not actually crazy and I managed to reign myself in ( Read more... )